As exciting as being pregnant is, there are so many things that I'm deathly afraid of. I don't think I've been this nervous in life......and I thought I'd done some pretty important things beforehand. Nope. Not really. So here are my fears.....in no particular order. 1. What if something happens to the baby?! Now this might be an irrational fear, but I am afraid of not carrying this baby to term. Every tweak or twinge scares the beejeezus out of me sometimes. 2. What in the world have I gotten myself into? I've prided myself on being 28 with no kids by choice. Am I really ready? 3. Am I going to be a good parent? 4. How in the world am I gonna do this without my mama? This one stays in the back of my mind. She was my rock and better half LOL. I'm really hoping that she's gearing up for some ghost appearances....I need her. *sighs* 5. Is my relationship going to change? 6. I still have so many things to do in life....can I still get these things done? These things and more have me sleeping like 30 minutes at a time at night. Did anyone else have similar fears with their first child?
